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Byrhtnoth's avatar

Dang, your parents treated you worse than I could have imagined. It's disgusting when people don't respect a child's intelligence, especially when it is the parents.

Georges Duroy's avatar

Tough read. It’s always interesting to see how people come to adopt a worldview that is, in the current system, quite isolating. it seems like you were ostracized just for existing, so you might as well have become a National Socialist. In for a penny, in for a pound or something.

The boob break could use some better placement btw, and more boobs.

Apollinaire's avatar

It’s a break that refreshes you right before entering the comment section! How invigorating! Anyways wide hips are more indicative of fertility than large breasts I believe. Next post will contain triple the boob breaks I assure you!

Georges Duroy's avatar

You’ve convinced me, I was a boob break purist but there’s no reason it shouldn’t be at the end! Maybe some experimentation with the placement is in order.

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Apollinaire's avatar

my bad gang you two just made very similar comments I felt it apt to paste...

Phoenix's avatar

You're only a little older than me. It sounds like we had similar traits growing up (gifted, slightly asocial but friendly, etc) but very different upbringings. The most important difference seems to be that I had an older brother who I looked up to. He introduced me to memes, ifunny, and video games/technology. He never really pushed any political ideas on me but he was a big Trump fan in 2016 (who wasn't?). Despite that he rarely discussed politics and I went on my own political Odyssey around almost every corner of the right wing. Around 6th grade I was an ancap! For me, all my gradual 'noticings' and pattern recognition snapped into place after the Christchurch mosque shooting, when I read Terrant's manifesto. I found a new part of ifunny, I started exercising. I also stopped having my existential depression. Before that I was very invested in atheism/Christianity arguments. I lamented that I couldn't be an explorer or warrior like people in older times. I occasionally broke down crying trying to pray or find meaning in life (sometimes even considering suicide). That all stopped as I started exercising and feeling myself grow stronger. My family moved around that time and I had a chance to start fresh. My new perspective helped me be more sociable, even if I did say some wierd things occasionally. Anyways, it was interesting to read your own story. Doing well in tests/school and reading seems to be an extremely common trait for most of us. Moving may also contribute. Perhaps many childhood connections are a sort of stabilizing force on a person and their Overton window?

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Old article, but I like reading people's stories like this. My story is similar but different. I grew up in SoCal. My parents never forced anything on me except for vague Christian morality. They know exactly what I am politically and they don't have a problem with it, even if they don't agree. I'm lucky in that way I guess.

I went to school with a lot of Latinos, it was basically 60% Hispanic and 40% white. I wasn't politically aware at all really until high school. And to be honest, I never had a problem with people of other races until I became politically aware. Other then making innocent racist jokes and ball busting. But I realized that people of other races certainly do have a problem with white people that goes way beyond just jokes, and so do the governing forces. I to this day, don't consider myself a hateful person, I could never just hate someone because of their race. But I see what's happening throughout white countries. And I want white people to have some dignity and pride, and be in control of our own countries. And I'm perfectly ok with whatever methods will end up resulting in that, and any collateral damage along the way.

I guess the hardest part for me has been the relative isolation this political position of ours can put you in. Not literal isolation, but most of the time, you feel alone in a way, in your immediate surroundings. I work a full time job, I've now done two years of college, and I have some people in my life that think they know me, but they don't really. I've gotten pretty good at dumbing myself down. My closest friends know me fully, I can talk to them about anything.

Karl Geyer's avatar

How does keto specifically restrict red meat consumption, but allow high-carb fruit like banana?

Guess I don’t need to rhetorically ask about joe mama’s mental atrophy.

And instead of waiting for your parents to cut you off, preemptively tell pops that he should either start watching epic Juden Peterstein libfart obliterations or get scraped by a bunch of aids ridden silverback gorillas (just ghost him).

I also wouldn’t put to much effort into repatriation, if I wasn’t a second generation emigrant or similar to this place.

Vitalize American identity, there‘s more to gain from it‘s first hundred years than the entirety of multiple nation‘s histories combined.

Nevertheless great insights.

Bum Ass's avatar

Also I did not know you were fascirts

Apollinaire's avatar

This daniel guy, he's a real dumbass!

Bum Ass's avatar

Active clubs active clubs active clubs. Those guys are your best bet.

Davis's avatar

The PNW is so cool (WWabro iFunny immigrant btw) but I also spend most of my time with friends outside (or on the outskirts) of civilization and ignoring the awful politics that have captured the hearts and minds of so many Whites. Methinks that immigration and white nationalism is a much harder issue to tackle because so many Blacks are better integrated and affluent here than in the Southwest, and all the immigration is Indians and Asians who are (for some reason) viewed as positive and difficult to hate, which I definitely find true a lot of the time. An aside: where would you recommend learning French from? I have had a lot of Au Pairs as a child since my mom worked for AuPairCare, and several were French. I had started to learn French when I was younger, but I’ve forgotten most of it and I’d like to relearn it as a second language instead of Spanish because Spanish is an icky language.

Apollinaire's avatar

Try talkabroad for some conversational french w/ locals, but mainly I learned French throughout middle and high school just as a part of the language requirement. Then I studied abroad and turned 7 years of meh study into 6 months of hyper focused language specific study.

Davis's avatar

My hs had awful electives and my only language option was Spanish :’(. But I’ve heard the best way to learn a language is be there, and it seems that’s true. I’ve always hated Duolingo tho, so I’m stuck. I’ll probably find some hs curriculum online I guess and go from there.

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I will say Washington and Oregon have some of the highest fluoride contents in the water in the country. To the extent where identical fridge water filters have like an average of like 3 weeks less duration out of the 8 weeks advertised nationwide.

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It’s a break that refreshes you right before entering the comment section! How invigorating! Anyways wide hips are more indicative of fertility than large breasts I believe. Next post will contain triple the boob breaks I assure you!

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Apollinaire's avatar

That's true. In elementary school my parents enrolled me in a bunch of different sports but when I complained about being sore/bored afterwards they'd just pull me out no hesitation. I went to like 2 karate lessons and on the second lesson I got a blister and complained and my parents withdrew me from them immediately. I was also on like a pee wee t-ball team and a soccer team and out of them all I think I enjoyed t-ball the most. But the sports stopped completely after we moved around the 3rd grade in favor for chess tournaments. I had like a 1600 elo at age 8 though I'm not sure if that was child-adjusted elo or not but again once I was bored after a tournament they stopped taking me to tournaments. Even though once I got a 4.5/5 and qualified for state and made maybe 11th place in our state elementary school tournament. Idk why they didn't set me up with lessons. Maybe they did but I just don't remember them. I do remember getting hot chocolate and a Starbucks Old-Fashioned doughnut after the tournaments though which was nice.